I have lived for eleven years in Kenya. It is a country rife with poverty, inequality and social problems not experienced in many developed countries. In all the time I have lived in this great country the amount that I have contributed back to my community has been next to nothing. Until of course I became 'forced' into contributing through the full IB. I realise now how much more I could have contributed and experienced with my time here at ISK and in Kenya.
After seeing so many children and youth the same age as me in situations I could not even start to comprehend really assisted to put perspective into my life. I felt pretentious, ungrateful and a spoilt brat after seeing children content with a loaf of bread. However it was not only the service side of the CAS that inspired me and made me appreciate this country. There was also the action and creativity side. For example last December I took part in white water kayaking course. It was incredibly challenging, adrenalin filled and above all pure fun. Another enjoyable activity was the Katika mix, dancing with the deaf. This showed me the fun in dancing. It forced me to create friends who were deaf and showed me the possibilities and new horizons open to me, despite communication barriers.
What was great about these two years is that as I continued to do new and more challenging activities I began to see myself improve in areas I was weaker in. Such as my participation with others and willingness to take on new responsibilities, and also gain more strength in areas I was already quite strong in, such as my ability to have physical and mental strength and my ability to interact with younger people. I believe where I saw the embodiment of CAS was last summer when I volunteered to work at a summer camp in Canada for a month. I worked 24/7 with the children that attended the camp. Because it was over a time span I could also see my own personal development over that time. When I came back to Kenya I was able to implement these skills in the other CAS opportunities I had such as working in Interact. In this way I was able to see first hand just how important it is to not only rely on academic achievement but also achievement within one’s community, locally and internationally.
What I think should be taken away from the whole experience is that my career and life will not revolve solely around what I achieve in an office or at university. Rather the experiences I have outside of my comfort zone are what will really shape how I become in the future. In this sense I want to continue and embody any outside challenges I can take from my community wherever I live. I have found a passion for service, and after I undertook the CAS programme in Kenya I am privileged to say I have lived here. The country has many flaws and weaknesses that I would like to someday try and help address. I have realised that Kenya is a country with character, its people are some of the nicest I have ever known, the country is warm and accepting and above all it is the one place I will always call home. It has taken eleven years and a CAS programme for me to realise this, however I have no regrets about the journey that brought me here. It has given me perspective on the country I live in and take in the positive aspects of it rather than only scrutinizing the negative.
These two years have been a critical part my own personal development. There is no possibility that any student will have grown and developed the same way through this programme as we have all had unique and varied perspectives on what we have gone through. As much as I have begrudged the workload of the full IB, I can say that it has all been worth it. The CAS programme has at times challenged me and has added to the stresses from an already heavy academic workload. However if I had not had the CAS programme I would have gone through high school, graduated, gone to university and had little care for the community I have been raised up in. I would not have realised how much I will miss Kenya and how grateful I am for living here rather than starting my life in a 'developed' first world country.





